as i grow up, i get to know that. this world isnt as simple as it appears to be.
it's just.. my parents have been protecting me, giving me such great care.. that i thought... this world is just so beautiful.

recently.. i realise...
this world has its ugly sides too.

so ugly that... i wish i am still that small little gal..
to alot of ppl.. i'm always that childish, so straight forward and crazy. i cant hide my emotions well enough.. and i can shoot ppl till they..'re totally speechless. i'm childish because i had all sorts of wild imaginations.. i'm childish because i get angry over the slightest thing yet.. i can laugh over it the next moment. i am childish because i cry whenever i feeel like it.

but do anyone even know that.. i have my problems tooooo?
to many, it's just some small freaking problem.. yet matters so much to me.

... i am tired of being taken for granted.
arghhhhhhhh.